Has anyone ever asked themselves if they really had talent? Did anyone ever get an answer and then run and hide under the couch?
I haven't. But I've been wondering recently if I really have any talent at all or if I'm just really really good at faking it...even to myself 0.o;
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Who knows..I do often wish that I was as good as some of my friends on here.
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[link]Just to name a few. Sometimes I feel like I've produced something that's pretty good, but I just don't like it as much as I like everyone else's work.
I work the normal 40 hour work week. I go to school online. I go out every now and then with my girlfriend, but I just can't sit myself down to create anything.
SO FRUSTRATING!!!!
Sometimes I think I should just stop trying, but those thoughts are taken over by ideas....BUT I CAN NEVER GET THE IDEAS INTO PHYSICAL EXISTENCE THE WAY I WANT THEM!!!
OK ok ok, I'm done ranting. I'll probably be all calmed down by the time I get home anyway.
yes, 44 miles home again...I just can't get over it. Not even after a year of doing it.
BTW the worst part is, I'm stuck using my netbook until I can figure out what the crap is wrong with my desktops. And Yes, its much harder than it sounds...I'm having power supply and board problems and I can't afford a new one of either...so I'm trying to fix them by hand with my soldering iron.
If I could find the damn thing that is.
Well, time to lockup the office and get ready to leave.
